Wracking sobs, my chest is heaving Pain and loss, my body’s grieving Little that was left unsaid But still, the hurt and sadness fed Lost my dreams and lost my mind The Stones would say ‘Ain’t life unkind?’ Goals at total polar ends One tells lies, but both are friends Picking up the broken pieces […]
Well, this weekend’s been a journey. I went back to my parents’ on the Friday – god I’d forgotten what household luxury was like. Their place is so beautiful. So much greenery, such a beautiful house. My Dad is now cool with my smoking. As in, he disapproves, but I’ve been allowed to do it on the […]
*I have edited this post slightly to try to clarify after it was pointed out some things had been poorly-worded (13/07/13) I had a complete nightmare early hours Wednesday morning. One of my friends, whom I’m used to making suicidal gestures/attempts, and my having had to get used to calling ambulance/police as necessary for so many people, […]
My sisters, I miss you Feel lost and alone When high, such a view But when low I need bones So triggered, so tempted I’m secretly scared There’s steps to prevent it And yet I don’t care The higher I soar And the faster I think The further I fall And dive over the brink […]
Ooh I forgot to say… Prawns’ mother took us to Caffe Nero for breakfast – banana caramel crème frappe, half Prawns’ chai latte, and a maple pecan Danish YUMMM, sweeeet. And and and, BUBBLE TEA at the Bullring. Yesss. I found a perfectly formed, absolutely tiny feather this morning out fagging. L from the Fat […]
Little girl, little girl, what’s making you cry? What do you see with your eyes closed so wide? The movie that plays on the screen in your head – I hate it, I’d kill it, I’d take it instead. I see your soul screaming, can’t cope any more; As much as I want, it’s yours […]
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